“Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second’s encounter with God and with eternity.”
Letters to Lilith is a creative and educational space for the work of becoming—part field journal, part collection of letters, and part cabinet of curiosities.
Created by Spencer, an artist, writer, and lifelong student of the wonderfully strange, Letters to Lilith grew from an early fascination with the occult, tarot, magick, spirituality, and shadow work. What began as an alternative blog—a diary of letters written toward the Divine, both Light and Shadow—has evolved alongside its creator.
Today, those letters reach further.
Through grief, psychology, nature, symbolism, spirituality, art, storytelling, holistic traditions, science, medicine, and the mysteries we cannot always explain neatly, Letters to Lilith explores how we make meaning of change without demanding certainty or abandoning wonder.
Lilith remains at the heart of that philosophy—not as a doctrine to follow, but as an archetype of sovereignty, curiosity, and the parts of ourselves we are sometimes asked to exile in exchange for belonging. Here, becoming does not require reducing yourself to a single identity, interest, belief system, or version of who you have been.
There is room for the skeptic and the mystic.
The researcher and the artist.
The grieving and the becoming.
The sacred and the absurd.
The light and the shadow.
This is still a diary meant to be peered into, but it is also a place to leave breadcrumbs: memories, questions, research, stories, art, lessons, strange discoveries, and pieces of wisdom worth carrying forward.
For those beginning to peer beneath the veil—and those who have learned that there may always be another veil beneath it—welcome.
Come curious. Take what helps. Leave the rest.
Leave a little lighter, a little wiser, a little more hopeful—or at least with something interesting to think about.
Wonder without naïveté. Wisdom without certainty.
